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| User: | elfinragdoll (6106185) Eternity Crossing Oblivion
Where the Green Snake Meets the Black |
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| Name: | Cardinal Abandon, of the Resurrected | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Website: | My own parlor seat in the Den of Emo itself, MYSPACE. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Location: | Inside of this Phenomenon, United States | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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I'm not an extrodinarily interesting person. I think I used to be, but then something...happened. Yes, something happened. But alot of things 'happen'. Either way, I've lost the one thing that was most important to me, and I know that there's absolutely no way to get it back. I'll be the first to admit that a great portion of this has been my fault, but that will never change the hole it has left in me, or the hold that it still has. What in optimism, can be said, is that I've used this to become the person I always should have been. It's what they wished for, but in all probability, will never see. I am extraordinary, I am interesting, and I am someone who can now be happy with another person, and finally, finally be happy with herself. I know... You know... Mayoimichi mo shikata nai I can change my life Sugite kita hibi zenbu de ima no atashi nan da yo Kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru But the Green Snake has found the Black, and I have found another shard of myself. Like the serpent that devours its own tail, I continue from the end of my own self-destruction, and am new again. To One who has helped me realized this, thank you. I'm also apparently a gypsy, since I can't seem to live in the same place for more than a couple months. Time to dance on a grave! Cue the music. Gate!babies, fetch me my reaching stick! But on THIS side of the Gate, I'm nineteen, living in Bumfuck, Kentucky, soon to move to FL. BRRR, WRONG! So, I won't be moving to HappyFlippyJumpyLand, that plan fell through. So let's just see where this takes me, ne? ^_^ I attempt to write fanfic, though never seem to finish anything. I also write poetry and songs, and oh, am bisexual. Yeah, Mom and Dad took that well. Since the divorce, it's the only subject that they've shared the same opinion on. 0_o My little bro Cory said it was cool, but would be cooler if I wasn't his sister. *snicker* Gotta love him. When I'm in a position to spend alot of daily time online, I also like to rp. When I'm set up with my own comp, I'll be putting alot of AMVs on my youtube account. Huzzah!!! My friending policy? Well, it's pretty simple. I usually friend people because I read something of theirs that I liked, and want to get to know them better as a person. I also have a tendency to friend someone simply because they responded to one of my posts or comments. Because if they're saint enough to put up with my nonsense, then they must be a damn valueble human being. I won't spazz or cry if I'm not friended back, I'll probably just lurk, though not in the stalkery way, in the 'I appreciate your writing and your views on life' way. Speaking of which, that's mostly what my journal consists of--personal views, and personal bullshit, because honestly, I don't have a whole lot going for me right now, I'm in a huge transitional period. It's been quite some time since I've seen my other half, and I may never again. The illusion is over, and my bluebird has flown on. All my love to you, Hannah, the Alphonse to my Edward, and to Cory, my brother in blood and everything beyond. Equivalent Exchange has nothing on you two. AND NOW! I proclaim to all of intarweb, that on this day of Jan. 19, 2007, I initiate my new year, and the rest of my life, with my marriage to my lovely On another note, I have compiled a list of what few pieces I have written, consisting mostly of poetry: To the Scroll of Colors!!! It will be updated periodically. ![]() Envy is ![]() Ed x Envy is ![]() ![]() Snake Villians are ![]() Genderconfused villians are Colorbars by ![]() Edwards are love! (Banner made for me by ![]() Izumi is love. Too see more Izumi love, check my short lived stint in the ![]() Elricest is Love ![]() 7 *HUGS* TOTAL! give elfinragdoll more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Memories:: | 110 entries | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Interests: | 150: abandon, adult swim, alanis morissette, amvs, angst, anime, asian food, atlantis cuz it's real, back in the day, bastard coated bastards, being a mutt, being devious, birthmarks, biting jo, bluebird's illusion, boondock saints, bouncy balls, bram stoker, bruises, captain planet, cardinally sinning, caring too much, celtic lore, christopher rice, civil disobedience, coldplay, color guard, contraversial movies, cosplay, cross dressers, cult movies, damaged children, dane cook, dbz, demetri martin, dilandau, don bluth films, doujinshi, dragons, ducttapefetish, edvy, edward scissorhands, elfquest, elves, envy, epiphany toilet, escaflowne, evanescence, everything kevin smith, faeries, family guy, fandom, fantasy novels, fern gully, fight club, fondling, frolicking, fullmetal alchemist, genderbent villans, glowstick jewerly, goths, group therapy, group x, guys wearing pink, hagaren nation, halloween, hei/ed, horseback riding, house md, industrial music, interracial babies, invader zim, ionevunkerr, j-pop, j-rock, jerky, jo-a-rama, johnny the homocidal maniac, jurassic park, kaleidiscopes, karma, lava days, law and order, leather and lace, lewis black, linkin park, losing myself in feeeeaaaarrrrssss, mad maddox, marshmallow cream, metroid, miniature bear, mitch hedberg, mmmboppin, moulin rouge!, muse, mushrooms, my cherokee blood, my gansta twin(hoodrat), my hair's personality, my irish blood, my syrian blood, my vag, mythology, name meanings, not math, ocarina of time, occasional anarchy, old school michael jackson(pre-jacko), panic! at the disco, playing dress up, pocky, poetry, pornpornporn, psychological spiderwebs, puma vs. rhino, punks, pwnage, raw dough, real fathers, recognition, roleplaying, ron white, scars, scrubs, singing, skurd, some babies, storms, strongbad, system of a down, tattoos, the paradox of advance, the raptor halocaust, three days grace, tim burton, tug of war, twins, v for vendetta, vampires, winnowill, writing, x-men, yami no matsuei, yaoi, yo-yos, yuri, zeromancer, zippos, zjho, zrock 103 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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